John

I could hear my rapid breath

As I lay awake in bed

Remembering the time I first gave up

For nothing happened to me anymore

I was told to tell the world my life

But as I said

Nothing ever happened to me

Then I met you

And when I finally jumped

You caught me
I was down

You picked me up
And when I crumbled

You taped me back together

You simply refused to say goodbye

And that’s when I realized

You loved me

So why?
When you looked down at me

With your unforgettable coat blowing around you

And your shoes inches off the edge

My face puffy and red

While painful tears stream down

You pressed the dreadful cell to your face

And you said those final words
I wanted so hard to places my shaking hands over my ears

Wishing I couldn't hear a single word you said

“I’m a fake” you told me

“Okay, shut up. Shut up” I replied

Goodbye

And with your arms stretched out wide

You didn’t fly

When I’d jumped

You’d caught me
When I was down

And picked me up
You taped me back together

When I crumpled
You'd loved me

So why did I hear

The crunching of your body breathing

And your dark blood pouring out more and more onto the ground around

Your final resting place

Everything stopped

At least it did for me

As I ran towards you

Even though the world seemed to be trying to stop me

From getting to you

My love

And only for seconds

I was allowed to stand

Over your cold body

When it was your turn to jump

I couldn't catch you
You were down

And I couldn't hold you

You crumbled

I had no tape
I thought you loved me…

But our time together will never end
For I have the feeling

That I will see you soon
And until then

I promise I won't forget
Your face

Forever embedded in my heart

-Apple