Sunday, July 14, 2013

Same Love Comment

This song has amazing lyrics, and it reminds me of the poem To This Day.

Saturday, July 6, 2013

Sacred Land



Everything here
So full of life
Every tree
Every leaf
Every insect
It’s as if the world is vibrating
As if everything is much more than its self

-Merlin

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Dream

Sleep is a place
Where you can dream about the things that you could be
But isn't yours yet
Even if isn't
You can still close your eyes
And dream
You could be sitting in a tree
With darkness washing over you
As you count the stars
Or your feet could feel the soft grass beneath you
Right before you jump
And not fall
You let your silvery wings be free
And open wide so you can fly
If you search for these with your eyes open
You won't find them
And I'm not going to lie to you
And say that you will always find your dreams
Because that's all they are
Dreams
You may be young
But your not that naive
It may feel so right
As you stretch your wings
And let the others be powerless for once
But that's what makes you want to fly
The knowledge that your the one
The one who is able to let the wind carry you away
Into the night
But even though I know that's not the way it is
I still fall asleep
And let the river take me down
It's every turn
Hope has four letters
And dream has five
Because the truth is
When you close your eyes
That's what makes you feel so alive

-Apple

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Mistake

Fourteen years ago I was born
The eleventh child
To a full family
Who didn't wish to stop
Then there was me
No one ever told me being different
Ruins your life
The slightest change in your looks
Could change your future
I was unwanted
And I kept being
Tortured
And harassed
If you asked me
What do you remember
Pain
So much pain
The searing metal against my skin
Why did it happen to her
I was the poor girl who was isolated from the world
To me
That was just how life was
And I was the mistake
Even with my brothers and sisters around
I felt alone
I ran away at age five
A year later I changed my name
And hid from my past
Never looking back
I made a friend
A true friend
I even told her everything
About my past
And how it felt
She wasn't a true friend
And that's when I earned my nickname
Unwanted
And even now
I am haunted by it

Even though she didn't know
She was not the only one with a tough life
And a painful past
She was not alone
She only gave her friend the name
Because she had one too
Death
For it seemed to follow her wherever she'd go
She was four years old
When her brother died
Then her mother
And she was left to live with him
Him
Her father
The only thing she could think was
Why me
What did I ever do to deserve this
There is no God
For he couldn't have done this to me
At age seven she too ran away
A lifetime later she was a teen
And the two of us met
We stared into each others eyes and saw each other in them
We mirrored each other
In our pain
We were forgotten by many
For who would care about us
We soon grew apart
Trying to be the best
Because being lonely with people
Was better than being alone
By yourself
And even now
We are enemies
Even though we are like twins
With the same sad past
And open future

He
Was born to the wrong family
Who never wanted him
Yet he was there
And before he could even remember what was happening
They left him on the streets to die
Adopted by a loving family
Who hated him for being different
And never told him the truth
That he wasn't theirs
But still
He worked
And he cried when he looked at himself
Because he was different
And he didn't know why

The three of us met her
A girl who ran away
Because there was no more tears left to fill her dry eyes
Her red hair had been cut and pulled
And her heart torn
No one knew how she was still alive
But her face made everyone remember
Just barely
When she was young she grabbed a gun and tried to shoot herself
But all it lead to was a long talk
Why did you do it
No one cares
I care
Really
No, get over it
Her life was put in repeat
Until her blood drenched the ground
But people had the guts to help her
Even though she begged them to let her die
And get her way for once

But you see
No one cared
Because they had their own problems
The same thing was happening to them
Everyone
The popular kids surround by fake friends
Who were too busy agreeing with them
To hear what they were actually saying
Or the ones in the center of the room that no one sees
Until they just fade away

We all grew up the same
The four of us
And we all met up
There are people just like us
People who others pay to see
So they can laugh and be glad they aren't like that
The tent welcomes people
Freaks
Sideshow acts
With no where else to go
But they didn't meet up there to join
Instead they all thought to themselves
Why was it us
We were not chosen
Not that we know
We are just normal
We are normal
But people just choose to pick on us
Because they are glad that even though
They are like us
They aren't in our shoes

And they aren't alone
The four of them
Everyone feels that way inside
Like no one cares
Or no one listens
Because they don't
They're too busy with their own problems
Because that's just how the world is
We laugh at people
Because we don't want to have to be them
We don't want to be
A mistake

-Apple

Boredom

Have you ever sat on your bed
And just stared at the wall
Thinking
I should be doing something
I'm just wasting my time doing nothing
But you don't stop
Because even though you want to
You have nothing to do
Even though you have a pile of papers
And a messy room
And a cranky mother
You think there is nothing to do
You could ride your bike
Or take a hike
You could cook some chow
Or milk a cow
But you seem to have nothing to do
And no matter how hard you try
You just can't say goodbye
To the wall in front of you
It's not your fault
It's not you
Just blame boredom
Blame the creature inside if the fog
The fog that seems to follow you
When it's there
You don't want to go anywhere
Not the zoo
Nor Ikamazoo
There is no way to stop boredom
It just finds you
And forces you to stare at that wall
That blank wall with nothing on it
Nothing to interest you
Yet still you stare
You can't fight it
So why not join it
I know boredom is boring
With nothing ever to do
But to me that seems better
Than everything to do
And no time to do it
Just don't waste away
And become like boredom yourself
That's how he started
Just staring at the wall

-Apple